// O//

In a flash, like the sour stare of a camera’s lens, my mind caught a glimpse of a new understanding. I had discovered that a large portion of my motivation was due to negative feedback, that is not to say that I am not motivated by the opposing side, but to say that I have discovered that I am indeed motivated by both positive and negative charges.

It was made obvious to my by own thought process after a co-worker said “New York, will eat you alive.”

!Fuck, if it does it does but I won’t let your doubt stop me. You can never know what any of your actions will bring by doing nothing.

Besides, what is life? What is life without ideas, dreams, hopes? What is life without adventure? What is life without pain, sorrow, or doubt? What is life without out experience, or expression? You do and say nothing, you will see nothing.